Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me.

such a teenage angsty song, i used to think, but somehow it always pops up in my head whenever i'm having one of those mood swings.
haven been in the best of moods these days, part of which is attributed to the endless readings/reports due, no thanks to my severe lack of discipline (wasting most of my time noggin and sleeping) which causes everything to be left to the very last minute. it doesnt help that on top of school, i have other stuff to worry about, no thanks to my mind which likes to complicate things in the messiest way possible.
seriously, i'm bringing all this upon myself.