bondueappreciation/vwoexecution Saturday, October 27 @ 11:44 PM join the grumpy club. welcome to my life Friday, October 26 @ 12:24 AM Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands youDo you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me. such a teenage angsty song, i used to think, but somehow it always pops up in my head whenever i'm having one of those mood swings. haven been in the best of moods these days, part of which is attributed to the endless readings/reports due, no thanks to my severe lack of discipline (wasting most of my time noggin and sleeping) which causes everything to be left to the very last minute. it doesnt help that on top of school, i have other stuff to worry about, no thanks to my mind which likes to complicate things in the messiest way possible. seriously, i'm bringing all this upon myself. great eastern run Sunday, October 21 @ 6:22 PM vilage/icecube/seletar @ 1:44 AM ms clarity's with ser Friday, October 19 @ 1:52 AM ms clarity's ser's mud ooze dessert. my chicken cordon bleu which was MM :)went to msclarity's with ser yesterday and had a great few hours of non-stop talking, from relationships and people to the juicy vjgossips we nv knew back then to random stuff like dirty people LOL. dorothyperks Tuesday, October 16 @ 8:32 PM the not-so-kind laolin whom i still like anyway lol.we were just saying how people tend to change over time, due to whatsoever reasons. but i guess it cld also be that perhaps people have not changed, only the passing of time has revealed more of their character and flaws. hmm. billybombers Monday, October 15 @ 2:13 AM  yay i finally got to have my cookies and cream milkshake at billybombers :) but omg the run's this coming sunday and i havent ran in months. great. sakura/curduroy/mambo Friday, October 12 @ 12:04 AM fwd/botak/ecp Tuesday, October 9 @ 12:57 PM icecube chillout Monday, October 8 @ 4:07 AM  nice chillout session at ice cube with ping/ken/cherie/aaron in a longg time. midterm break! Sunday, October 7 @ 1:59 AM my midterms finally ended with finance today, which was a lil disappointing to speak of but ohwells, it's done and over! yay midterm break here i come! do you realize that what you wanna say more often than not comes out the wrong way; we tend to insist we're right even though we know that we're wrong; it's so hard to say i love you and i'm sorry ... tuesday gelare Tuesday, October 2 @ 11:10 PM i'm back to utilising my camera now so more photos to come! we finally had our tuesday gelare waffles since school started!  juls and her waffle with caramel fudge chocolate ice cream. MM.  i like my waffles plain with LOTS of maple syrup :)  lynnette wanted each of us to take a super hostile photo. seriously, i give it to you laolin! photos - financeppt, elections @ 2:57 AM  the team of vested unveil-ers for finance presentation today, short of richard who ran off straight after class as he always does! ping me and lester.
YUP-ing!
kenneth ho, one of the rare occasions without his girlfriend.
this was something interesting we saw outside the lift of level 5 in the library - a collection of old colourful signboards of the past i suppose.
since it was so prettyy, we decided to pose with it :) that's my twin tower!
the two flower vases - guangjun and serene - who came down to support their superstar at the elections!
A.S.H again with the leader's trademark act-cute pose!
election after thoughts @ 1:50 AM ok crew elections just ended and congrats to the people who got in - adrian, mingwen, weiyang, wuhui, junyi, dhanes, rafiqah, zhuming, aiksoon, ryan, luk, weibin, terence, lynn and chong! of course, that is to say that i dint get in. i wld be lying if i said i wasnt disappointed cos i was a lil actually, especially after i managed to FINALLY make up my mind those few minutes before voting started. i know i've been damn undecided all this while even though i claimed, on many occasions, that i've decided already only for many of you to hear me getting panick attacks soon after and going through the entire deliberation process again arriving at no productive conclusion anyhow lol. the 4-going-on-to-5 hours of elections today was a really mentally tormenting (seriously!) experience cos even while i was sitting there among the other candidates waiting to deliver our election speeches, i was still undecided whether this was what i really wanted to do and the fears i had earlier on came back to daunt me. there were many times i wanted to give up i actually came up with plans to back out of the elections but i cant say how glad i am to have managed to talk myself out of the fears and convinced myself to take up this personal challenge. i gotta say that this must have been the toughest decision of my life thus far! i'm glad i dint back out halfway; i wld have hated myself if i had done so. yup so i stayed on and i'm glad to say that i was able to put away personal differences and voted true to my knowledge of the people's capabilities. even though i dint get in, i've learnt a lot from this very short experience alone and believe that i've grown and developed as an individual. even though i dint get in, i guess god (figuratively as a symbol of the higher authority up there since i'm not that religious afterall) must have another (perhaps better) plan for me elsewhere so it may turn out to be a blessing in disguise afterall! and now that i dint get in, i can safely move on to pursue other interests in life which (similar to smux) i've always wanted to try but have not had the chance to do so, without any regrets! so for those who dint get in, dont be too affected by the results! at least we know for sure that we've tried our best and havent let ourselves down! anyway i really wanna thank the people whom have given me really helpful advice and encouraged me to go for it - yingchun, elvin, guangjun and of course dearest serene who have been putting up with my indecisiveness all this while! THANKS LOADS! i cant say how much i appreciate you guys for your efforts! |