life is a box of lollipops - it sucks.
what a sweet and innocent metaphor, to describe a harsh but real fact.

had steamboat and trek stayover last night. great time spent with the trekkers :) had fun and got to know more about one another. also, it made me forget my moodiness temporarily and then, everything came back again.

although things may seem normal on the surface, it's actually very much the opposite. there're people who are getting upset by things happening and some people just don't see it, or rather, they choose to ignore it. and i absolutely abhor such people. i hate people who walk away from problems. i hate irresponsible and insensitive people. even if you do not know what to do, at least try and make some effort to do something. whatever, as long as it's not ignorance and hoping everything will be alright if you leave it as it is; hoping that with time, everyone will just forget about it and we can all go back to where we previouly stopped, talking and having fun again. yes, things can probably go back to normal but it just won't be the same anymore. because the problem doesn't lie with the situation; it lies with the people involved. if the people don't realize and do something about it, the relationship will just stagnate and gradually, people drift apart. similar situations will happen until it comes to a point of time when either party can't take it anymore and that's the end of it. good game.

Dead egg, I lie

Whole

On a whole world I cannot touch